Life can be beautiful without regrets

2nd year you have leaving us...

2011-08-08T22:40:00.000-07:00

Dear sis,

Today you have been leaveing us for 2 years.... missing you very much... how have you been doing there?

Have you been seeing 5th aunt ? She has gone for up there joining you, 3rd aunt, uncle Phan as well...

Don't worry, YangYang is doing good... he is form one now... taking care by mum and dad at home... brother in law also ok.... brother also ok, but lately need to go to see doctor at Hospital Ampang to follow up his medical check up on the blood level as usual...

Missing you here... Hope you are ok over there.... no pain... no worries....

Marathon in Life...

2011-06-09T21:38:00.000-07:00

Refresh back memories, This have been 10 months I didnt update this blog...

This blog have been a place for me to express my mood, especially when Im down...

This week is truely busy for me.... Since last month, in & out hospital for father's medical check up, father's ECG report seems not very good... as his has mild heart problem but as doctor said , its still under control... no medication or operation needed at the moment, but need to control his blood pressure, else he will suffer with chest pain or serious heart pain....

and this month need to go to Selayang hospital & GH for both's check up, father's report ok, will meeting up with doc again this month end to see his eye's condition and if everything ok, will make booking for the cataract operation... but guess it would be schedule after 2-3 months from now...Thats government hospital... all we need is wait....

Mum's routine check up will be next week... this will be the 4th years since she had cancer in 2007.... everything seems going fine and I just hope she will be staying fine and keep going on...

for myself... this week not going that smooth.... especially in work... meeting & work together a very particular person... Although that person everything is good, but somehow, too much particular will tends to make people get stress & tension.... and I realize, some people may be friendly & easy going with things going on, but at the back, they will talk and comments in a bad way... Its very hard to deal with these kind of person....

Anyway,.... life going on, My marathon in life still going on... Like the photo shows... the leg is the one accompany me when going thru all these challenge...

Like Kungfu Panda 2, the master sifu said, Inner Peace... I need that...

Cheers....

09082009 - 09082010- 1st year death anniversary

2010-08-08T23:02:00.000-07:00

My dear sis

Today 09th August 2010, you have left us one year from the date.

Yesterday night, I couldn’t sleep at all and my mind was keep refresh back the night when I was with you at the wad….

All friends came to visit you, your friends form the temple were doing the prayers for you… this time, you didn’t moved at all compare the day before as you were trying to give responds when they were doing the prayers for you… But that day, you were just sleep like a baby… I know you were truly tired with the fever… Me and brother kept trying to use the wet tower to make you cool and feeling better,,,, but in our heart, we both know that yourself also trying hard to fight for it…..

Me and brother dare not going anywhere that night… When at 1am, I was closed my eyes doing the praying for you… when I opened my eyes, you managed to open 1 eye looked at me, my heart feeling cramp a while… I saw your tears dropping down…. I told you that do not worries that I will be taking care of Wei Yang no matter what happened… and from that moment… you were taking longer times for your breathing…. From that moment, I know you were about to leave already…. I asked brother to call brother in law to come faster….and you opened your both eyes… and tears dropped…..

The same time, more longer time for your to breath and I kept asking you to let it go and brother in law is on the way….. Finally at 2.15am, brother in law came, and me and brother stepped away and let you be with brother in law… and after 5 minutes at 2,20am, 9th August 2010, Sunday morning, you left us… Gone with the GOD…

For the first time and the only time, I changed clothes for you; I choose the green small flower Cheong Sum, with brother in law’s help, I’m able to wear it for you…. Because I don’t want anyone else touch your body….

Sis, 1 year already… Don’t worry, Wei Yang is going to be 12 years old next month, he is more matured nowadays, knowing how to control his pocket money, and he is helping me to look after mother as well… being a small helper for me at home.. Brother in law is ok too… he started working again in the car workshop and now WeiYang and himself more topics to share with already… You don’t have to worry about … and one more things, soon I will be driving again… and I promised , I will drive the car and go to temple pray for you….

Love you and missing you so much here….

Call from China or? (+876332555)

2010-08-03T21:10:00.000-07:00

I received a call from this number just now around 11am (+876332555).

The caller was a lady crying away badly and started calling me Mummy.
She spoke in Mandarin and... kept on crying and calling Mummy... telling me she is in pain, very pain and someone is hitting her badly...

At first I was answered " huh" to her... then she repeated the same sentenses and immediately I hang up the call.

Goodness gracious... OK, someone trying to scare me into thinking that my daughter are in their custody and probably thinking they will get something from me. Maybe they didn't know their phone number will be displayed at the phone as well? Could be dangerous or a waste of time...could also create anxiety in parents.

But the main thing is, I don't have any kid yet!!!!!!!!!!!

So becareful my friends when you receive the call from this number....

Feeling...

2010-05-20T23:26:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I do feel that my feelings will lead to me choose what foods or drinks that I will be going to take during that moments...

I have stopped taking coffee since a year ago... but lately i took it back again, only choose 1 type, which is Iced Black Coffee....

Why? I don't know what the main reason, just these 2 months , I dont have a good mood in the working places, lost the passion on what i'm doing now.... losing my patient to deal with such an idiot supervisor.... Got let go something which i dont wish to let it go.....

In these 2 months, I've lost my focus, seldom smile.... and yesterday I took the webcam, and self snap a photo of mine with the smiley face.... thats the only pic I took since CNY until now....

Iced Black Coffee.... when I drink it, i just feel I want to be alone, listen to oldies, Jazz, thinking of nothing, don't want to think anything...

That is what my feeling now......

A Chinese New Year Preparation

2010-02-04T17:47:00.000-08:00

This is year could be a special Chinese New Year for myself and hubby. This is the 1st Chinese New Year we going to spend together for both family, visiting relatives and of course the important one, give angpow…

But this is kinda busy CNY preparation for me, as I need to help my mum for buying and prepare those CNY stuffs, and of course I need to bring my nephew to buy new clothes for him, saloon to cut his hair…. And also, first time I will not having the reunion dinner on the CNY eve at my mum’s place… therefore we will have 1 day earlier at home, as usual I will cook for them to have the dinner together….

Haiz… busy busy busy… how I wish if she is there, last time we talked before, I’ll be the cashier and she will be the driver to help in the family… but now…things has change, the driver on longer with us, therefore my aim this year is make myself to be the driver soonest possible…. Let her spirit with me… I wish I can do this…

Good Bye 2009

2009-12-30T20:03:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of 2009.. Tomorrow will be another brand new day for 2010… when I turn on the radio MY FM, the DJ was asking, what are the most unforgettable things in 2009 for you? I secretly dropped an sms to the radio channel ( don’t want to let hubby knows ) , but not sure whether they will read out or not…

Here I have think back what happened in this past few months,

2009, 1st quarter, I’m facing a terrible supervisor in work but luckily on 2nd half years I reported to another supervisor which is much more better than the terrible human…

2009, 2nd quarter, I lost my aunty who passing away on June 2009…

2 months later, I lost my beloved sister august 2009; it was the most terrible day for me, most unforgettable day for me, caused I was experienced the moment which her, seeing everything happened…49 days later, I had no choice but need to continue my wedding day who falls on the 49th day passing away of my sister on the next month later…

I guess this is the most unforgettable things for me in 2009…

2009, I have to learn to adjust my life after officially being someone’s wife, daughter in law, taking care of my only one nephew, continue taking care of my queen & king at home...

What is my resolution for 2010? I just hope everyone beside me, have a wonderful years ahead, take good care of themselves, have a blissful years and being healthy and cheerful always….

Happy New Year to you all…

Finally... I'm officially Married with many blessing from relatives and friends

2009-10-01T20:12:00.000-07:00

Finally, Its over

26.09.2009, I couldn't sleep the whole night, It was around 1am... mum and my 5th auntie ( mum's brother's wife ) still talking in the living room, talking abt the past... Myself and my nephew, YangYang were in the room... Yangyang already went to sleep as he was playing the whole night with his cousins and I guess this could be one of the happy day,with all the companions for him since his mum( my sis )passed away last month.

I tried to sleep but failed. I keep thinking how it could be nice if my sis still here? I keep look at YangYang, guess he not sleep well also... as his hand keep holding my hand while he was slept. I kept looking around and around and just don't want to close my eye... but at the end, i fall asleep around 3am.

At 6am, I woke up, giving my pray to the family, washed my face, shower, My Make up artist came. I started make up. My friends, my cousins all arrives from times to times, by the time, 8am, I have finished my make-up and everything, chit -chat with friends, my cousins, while waiting him to arrive....

At 9.15am, he arrived, and my cousin, Anthony also arrived on time from Aus to KL. Everything went ok, and first time I heard hubby sang songs to me... Although its not from Hk singer, but it still the best from him... heheh

at 11am, I moved my way to kajang, my new house, my cousins and friends accompany me all the way to Kajang from Kepong. I was very touched by that... all accompany me for the journey.

Morning sessin ended around 2.30pm and I get time to remove all the ICI paint on my face for 1 hour and I started to make up again for evening sessin around 4pm...

at 7pm, all the guests started to arrive at the restaurant to share our joys... First time my family , my dad n 2 uncles were on same stage... I look at my mum as she was sitting look at me, I love her so much...

Thanks everything and everyone who giving us such a great night....

Please respect my house!!!!!

2009-04-26T21:07:00.000-07:00

what a terrible Monday morning

I'm not trying to talk bad on those people... but please, i really feel so fed up with them

It's all about my house renting to a M*L*Y couple. both around 30++, They rented my apartment on February 2008, as its all come with the light in the rooms and each rooms has celling fans as well as the kitchen cabinet is ready for them to use.

At first I saw the husband, quite polite, then 1 month later, he installed the air con in my rooms without seeking of our approval or informed us earlier... fine, I sabar this time as just air con... but inside still unhappy as he should respect us as we are the house owner, anything he want to do with the house, he should inform us earlier.. but not only we found out by ourselves later when we went to collect our letters rental...

Then after few months later, started delaying the house rental... from 1st of each month, started to delay until 5th or 6th of the month... then happened when during Puasa time, he started using Puasa time, his client owe him money thats why he delay teh rental... and asked to pay on mid of the month, 15th, then ok, I let him also as I was at oversea that time, couldnt force anything... Then later 1 week after 15th, rental still not yet pay, then I called him again then he said business slow la, and request to pay me by month end but thats another empty promises again and only pay half month rental. When comes to another month, He still owe me half month rental and havent paid, then I called him again and he said will pay me latest by 7th....

when its come to 7th, empty stories again and when I called him again, he questioned me back whether am I Ah Long and why I keep chasing him rental.... Hey! He owe my rental for 2 months and keep telling fake excuses , of course I got to call him for that as He is still staying at my house for FREE!@^%*&^(*^%%$*

Then that makes me very angry already and I warmed him that he got to move from my house by mid of the month, then he said he couldnt find house and ask to stay until year end... fine... I was so stupid, let them stay again....

Guess what happen again this time, I went to collected the letter this morning and noticed they delay the TNB bill almost RM 200++ and thats the warning letter from TNB that will cut the electric supply on 25th April!!!!!!!!!!! I was so angry and I walked up to ring the house, guess what i saw again? They make a hole on my main door like those hotel door which can see outside from the house inside, and again, they never informed us and request our permission!! @%*&%*^(%%(^#$#

I press the door bell many times and no one come out... I immediated call their telephone, the wife answered. I questioned her that why havent pay the TNB bill and why never inform us as what they did on our house. then she blamed me back that why im so choosy and didnt allow them install aircon, this and that... I was so pissed off, I never said cannot, but at least inform us earlier before doing anything on the house as we are the house owner and they should respect us.....

I was so angry and just tell her that to stay until this month end and ask them to move out as they dont have any house deposit on our hand already and I have the right to call them leave immediately with no need 1 month noticed. Then she said ok.

later a few minutes later, the husband called me with a super polite tone, I was colling down and just listed down and told him what I have got this morning and what Im angry as they dont respect us as we are the hosue owner, and also told him that his clever wife said will move out on month end as I will be collecting the key back... then he use a soft tone and ask to stay for until 15th May and will leave on that day. And he thought he is a good tenants and asked me back whether I am comfirm to ask them leave or not, I just said Yes, comfirmed this time.

Then he only put down the phone.

What the hell with this kind of people... I guess they never take Moral class during highschool and never eat pork, thats why no pig brain and become so stupid and so rude....

what the @)(*()&)(^)(()*&)_&@()^*(&^()#79

如果有一天… If someday…

2009-02-25T17:50:00.000-08:00

昨晚,一个无聊的话题,我问了老公一个话题,
老婆: 嘿,如果有一天,我病了,你会照顾我吗?
老公: 会啊
老婆: 假如我突然中风呢?
老公: 我也会照顾你啊
老婆: 但是我们没有孩子,你得照顾我,帮我抹身体,帮我冲凉, 喂我吃饭, 很辛苦的…
老公: 当然啊,你是我老婆,我不照顾你,谁会啊 ?
老婆: 还是不要你那么辛苦, 你就把我送去老人园或是养老院,或是疗养园吧,那边起码有护士小姐可以照顾我,你也不需要那么辛苦… 如果你还年轻的话, 需要一个伴的话,你还可以去找…
老公: <<瞪了我一眼>> 你发神经啊? 老婆可以随便选的吗? 你老公我是这样的人吗? 老婆是一个而已,一生的…

我听了, 就抓着他的手…紧紧的不放…

突然,

老公: 哦,还有,我昨晚发了一个梦, 梦见我们有两个小孩叻… 所以不必担心,以后我们会有孩子的… 我们不是孤单的….

我听了…真是没他的…. ^_^

Yesterday when we were on our way back home, I asked him,

Wife : if someday I’m fall sick, will you take care of me?
Husband: of course I will
Wife: what if someday im had a stroke?
Husband : I still will take care of you…
Wife: But we don’t have kids as well, you are the only one need to take care of me, as I cant move, you got to help me clean up, shower, feeding meal to me… everything…It’s very tiring
Husband: of course I will do that, you are my wife, if I’m not taking care of you, who will?
Wife: still I don’t want you be so tired, if that’s really happen one day, you can send me to nursing home, at least there have nurse to take care of me, so you don’t have to be trouble; and if you are lonely and need a companion, you can go to find a partner to be with you..
Husband: Are you crazy? You thought wife can simply chose? You thought I’m that kind of man that will ignore the wife when she is sick? You are my wife, the only one, its for whole life….

After I heard what he said… I hold his hand tightly…

But suddenly,

Husband : oh, by the way, yesterday I dreamt that we have 2 kids, so you don’t have to worried, in future we will have kids to accompany us….we are not alone…

Hahah I was speechless after heard him saying that….

After 1 year....

2008-10-16T00:30:00.000-07:00

haiz... after 1 year, only i came back to blog... previously I used to update in multiply ( lsyuen0827.multiply.com) or friendster... but I noticed in thsi blog, its get me keep in touch with my sister in law ( Ilene), my cousin ( Anthony), my niece( Lena )... Its really wonderful experiences..

About my sister in law, Ilene , I seldom talk to her when I was small and stayed with my aunt at kepong, but will know more about when I used to play with my niece Lena, as she is Ilene wonderful daughter. In my past memory, due to I seldom talk to my SIL, but I always wonder in my heart that ," is my SIL a western lady? why she so fair?" hahah Thats was my silly question when I was small.... but I know she is a lovely mother towards her daughter...

About my Niece, Lena, when she was born I was 9 years old, due to I'm the youngest at home, so everyday after school, I used to go to my aunt's house and played with her... she was very cute and chubby... but now she almost Taller than me already... Wow... Times pass so fast...

Abt my cousin, Anthony, he just like my younger brother... I remembered last time when I used to stayed overnight at his house at Gombak, and He let me walked into his house and played his pc but he dont let his own sister do that... why? hahah I also dont know why... must ask him that.. hahah

Guess what, after so many years, we all have changed, Im grad and back to KL to work abt 5 years already, move away from Kepong and stayed at a new place with my own family... While my cousin is now at Aus;my SIL now keep herself updated with blog, facebook, writtng books;while my niece, now studying at Singapore...

ahha so many changes for each of us... Guess what, due to I'm having my business trip at SG at the moment, I get a chance to meet up my niece tomorrow for dinner and shopping adventures... hahah
Sound fun...

As said, Life can be beautifu without regrets, Although Its easy,but its not simple

This is the first day

2007-09-27T21:49:00.000-07:00

This is the first day i created a blog for myself beside the blog at friendster...

Wll slowly update some post later on....

Cheers up my friends.... Life goes on..

Regards,
Adelyn