My dear sis
Today 09th August 2010, you have left us one year from the date.
Yesterday night, I couldn’t sleep at all and my mind was keep refresh back the night when I was with you at the wad….
All friends came to visit you, your friends form the temple were doing the prayers for you… this time, you didn’t moved at all compare the day before as you were trying to give responds when they were doing the prayers for you… But that day, you were just sleep like a baby… I know you were truly tired with the fever… Me and brother kept trying to use the wet tower to make you cool and feeling better,,,, but in our heart, we both know that yourself also trying hard to fight for it…..
Me and brother dare not going anywhere that night… When at 1am, I was closed my eyes doing the praying for you… when I opened my eyes, you managed to open 1 eye looked at me, my heart feeling cramp a while… I saw your tears dropping down…. I told you that do not worries that I will be taking care of Wei Yang no matter what happened… and from that moment… you were taking longer times for your breathing…. From that moment, I know you were about to leave already…. I asked brother to call brother in law to come faster….and you opened your both eyes… and tears dropped…..
The same time, more longer time for your to breath and I kept asking you to let it go and brother in law is on the way….. Finally at 2.15am, brother in law came, and me and brother stepped away and let you be with brother in law… and after 5 minutes at 2,20am, 9th August 2010, Sunday morning, you left us… Gone with the GOD…
For the first time and the only time, I changed clothes for you; I choose the green small flower Cheong Sum, with brother in law’s help, I’m able to wear it for you…. Because I don’t want anyone else touch your body….
Sis, 1 year already… Don’t worry, Wei Yang is going to be 12 years old next month, he is more matured nowadays, knowing how to control his pocket money, and he is helping me to look after mother as well… being a small helper for me at home.. Brother in law is ok too… he started working again in the car workshop and now WeiYang and himself more topics to share with already… You don’t have to worry about … and one more things, soon I will be driving again… and I promised , I will drive the car and go to temple pray for you….
Love you and missing you so much here….
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Call from China or? (+876332555)
I received a call from this number just now around 11am (+876332555).
The caller was a lady crying away badly and started calling me Mummy.
She spoke in Mandarin and... kept on crying and calling Mummy... telling me she is in pain, very pain and someone is hitting her badly...
At first I was answered " huh" to her... then she repeated the same sentenses and immediately I hang up the call.
Goodness gracious... OK, someone trying to scare me into thinking that my daughter are in their custody and probably thinking they will get something from me. Maybe they didn't know their phone number will be displayed at the phone as well? Could be dangerous or a waste of time...could also create anxiety in parents.
But the main thing is, I don't have any kid yet!!!!!!!!!!!
So becareful my friends when you receive the call from this number....
The caller was a lady crying away badly and started calling me Mummy.
She spoke in Mandarin and... kept on crying and calling Mummy... telling me she is in pain, very pain and someone is hitting her badly...
At first I was answered " huh" to her... then she repeated the same sentenses and immediately I hang up the call.
Goodness gracious... OK, someone trying to scare me into thinking that my daughter are in their custody and probably thinking they will get something from me. Maybe they didn't know their phone number will be displayed at the phone as well? Could be dangerous or a waste of time...could also create anxiety in parents.
But the main thing is, I don't have any kid yet!!!!!!!!!!!
So becareful my friends when you receive the call from this number....
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Feeling...
Sometimes I do feel that my feelings will lead to me choose what foods or drinks that I will be going to take during that moments...
I have stopped taking coffee since a year ago... but lately i took it back again, only choose 1 type, which is Iced Black Coffee....
Why? I don't know what the main reason, just these 2 months , I dont have a good mood in the working places, lost the passion on what i'm doing now.... losing my patient to deal with such an idiot supervisor.... Got let go something which i dont wish to let it go.....
In these 2 months, I've lost my focus, seldom smile.... and yesterday I took the webcam, and self snap a photo of mine with the smiley face.... thats the only pic I took since CNY until now....
Iced Black Coffee.... when I drink it, i just feel I want to be alone, listen to oldies, Jazz, thinking of nothing, don't want to think anything...
That is what my feeling now......
I have stopped taking coffee since a year ago... but lately i took it back again, only choose 1 type, which is Iced Black Coffee....
Why? I don't know what the main reason, just these 2 months , I dont have a good mood in the working places, lost the passion on what i'm doing now.... losing my patient to deal with such an idiot supervisor.... Got let go something which i dont wish to let it go.....
In these 2 months, I've lost my focus, seldom smile.... and yesterday I took the webcam, and self snap a photo of mine with the smiley face.... thats the only pic I took since CNY until now....
Iced Black Coffee.... when I drink it, i just feel I want to be alone, listen to oldies, Jazz, thinking of nothing, don't want to think anything...
That is what my feeling now......
Thursday, February 4, 2010
A Chinese New Year Preparation
This is year could be a special Chinese New Year for myself and hubby. This is the 1st Chinese New Year we going to spend together for both family, visiting relatives and of course the important one, give angpow…
But this is kinda busy CNY preparation for me, as I need to help my mum for buying and prepare those CNY stuffs, and of course I need to bring my nephew to buy new clothes for him, saloon to cut his hair…. And also, first time I will not having the reunion dinner on the CNY eve at my mum’s place… therefore we will have 1 day earlier at home, as usual I will cook for them to have the dinner together….
Haiz… busy busy busy… how I wish if she is there, last time we talked before, I’ll be the cashier and she will be the driver to help in the family… but now…things has change, the driver on longer with us, therefore my aim this year is make myself to be the driver soonest possible…. Let her spirit with me… I wish I can do this…
But this is kinda busy CNY preparation for me, as I need to help my mum for buying and prepare those CNY stuffs, and of course I need to bring my nephew to buy new clothes for him, saloon to cut his hair…. And also, first time I will not having the reunion dinner on the CNY eve at my mum’s place… therefore we will have 1 day earlier at home, as usual I will cook for them to have the dinner together….
Haiz… busy busy busy… how I wish if she is there, last time we talked before, I’ll be the cashier and she will be the driver to help in the family… but now…things has change, the driver on longer with us, therefore my aim this year is make myself to be the driver soonest possible…. Let her spirit with me… I wish I can do this…
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