Feeling...

Sometimes I do feel that my feelings will lead to me choose what foods or drinks that I will be going to take during that moments...

I have stopped taking coffee since a year ago... but lately i took it back again, only choose 1 type, which is Iced Black Coffee....

Why? I don't know what the main reason, just these 2 months , I dont have a good mood in the working places, lost the passion on what i'm doing now.... losing my patient to deal with such an idiot supervisor.... Got let go something which i dont wish to let it go.....

In these 2 months, I've lost my focus, seldom smile.... and yesterday I took the webcam, and self snap a photo of mine with the smiley face.... thats the only pic I took since CNY until now....

Iced Black Coffee.... when I drink it, i just feel I want to be alone, listen to oldies, Jazz, thinking of nothing, don't want to think anything...

That is what my feeling now......